The girls in my life

A new spirit is ignited. On wednesday, i cried in school in front of Mr Lim. Right now, i feel invigorated. Reason being that i've found a renewed fire within. This time, not neglecting on my friends. Instead, this fire spurs me to love and treasure my friends. This flame is special. I've found the perfect equilibrium. The perfect equilibrium that balances everything i do.

Le jeu ne vaut pas le chandelle.

To date, i can speak 4 languages. English, Chinese, French and Spanish. Though my Spanish is getting rusty due to the fact that i've not used it in a long long time. I'm picking up Malay. Well, i'm going for a Regional Convention in June this year, which is held in kuching, therefore i have to brush up on my Malay a little bit more. French is a beautiful language. Inadvertently, i have not much of a use for it in the near future...

I love Mel. Well, i love her as a friend. She's just wonderful. Though i've only seen her for once and that was in Sec 2, i can still remembered how she looked at me. Ironically, we liked each other. I blew my handphone bill till around 300 plus just to talk to her at night. I can still vividly remember what we promised each other. Though it was just purely infatuations that we had, i believed that it was sincere. It's been a while since i knew her. I never knew it was that long. 4 years. Today, i asked her whether she'd go to the my school's Band concert at Esplanade, she said yes. Excitedly.

A boy and a girl can just be friends. But at one point or another, one may will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time. Maybe too late, or maybe... Just maybe... Forever.

Angelina. Angel for short. I've known her for 5 years. To date, i've not gotten to see her. In this 5 years, i lost contact with her for 3 years. Anyway, i got to know her in sec 1; when she was still in pri 6. She fell for me in this period of time. During this time, she had a very sweet voice. She was still a kid, yet to experience much. A year later i lost contact with her. Last year, june, by some miracle, i got to know her again. This time, she is the optimistic young lady that still had the very sweet voice. An aspiring songwriter/singer. However, the years contained many scary scenes and frightening darks that left her crying to me, once again, 3 years later, on the phone...

i stood there in admiration with your royal pinkness shining upon me

How i wish i can just dictate whatever i want to say into written words. Somehow, i feel that it makes me more sane. Somehow, i feel it makes me more aware of what i'm saying. Somehow, it just makes me feel more relaxed. Words will not and cannot coagulate into emotions. The written word has more impact. The written word has more recognition. The written word has a longer lifespan...

XyeThesis
`I've got nothing else to lose.

The girls in my life

A new spirit is ignited. On wednesday, i cried in school in front of Mr Lim. Right now, i feel invigorated. Reason being that i've found a renewed fire within. This time, not neglecting on my friends. Instead, this fire spurs me to love and treasure my friends. This flame is special. I've found the perfect equilibrium. The perfect equilibrium that balances everything i do.

Le jeu ne vaut pas le chandelle.

To date, i can speak 4 languages. English, Chinese, French and Spanish. Though my Spanish is getting rusty due to the fact that i've not used it in a long long time. I'm picking up Malay. Well, i'm going for a Regional Convention in June this year, which is held in kuching, therefore i have to brush up on my Malay a little bit more. French is a beautiful language. Inadvertently, i have not much of a use for it in the near future...

I love Mel. Well, i love her as a friend. She's just wonderful. Though i've only seen her for once and that was in Sec 2, i can still remembered how she looked at me. Ironically, we liked each other. I blew my handphone bill till around 300 plus just to talk to her at night. I can still vividly remember what we promised each other. Though it was just purely infatuations that we had, i believed that it was sincere. It's been a while since i knew her. I never knew it was that long. 4 years. Today, i asked her whether she'd go to the my school's Band concert at Esplanade, she said yes. Excitedly.

A boy and a girl can just be friends. But at one point or another, one may will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time. Maybe too late, or maybe... Just maybe... Forever.

Angelina. Angel for short. I've known her for 5 years. To date, i've not gotten to see her. In this 5 years, i lost contact with her for 3 years. Anyway, i got to know her in sec 1; when she was still in pri 6. She fell for me in this period of time. During this time, she had a very sweet voice. She was still a kid, yet to experience much. A year later i lost contact with her. Last year, june, by some miracle, i got to know her again. This time, she is the optimistic young lady that still had the very sweet voice. An aspiring songwriter/singer. However, the years contained many scary scenes and frightening darks that left her crying to me, once again, 3 years later, on the phone...

i stood there in admiration with your royal pinkness shining upon me

How i wish i can just dictate whatever i want to say into written words. Somehow, i feel that it makes me more sane. Somehow, i feel it makes me more aware of what i'm saying. Somehow, it just makes me feel more relaxed. Words will not and cannot coagulate into emotions. The written word has more impact. The written word has more recognition. The written word has a longer lifespan...

XyeThesis
`I've got nothing else to lose.